What happens between the time you decide irrevocably that this is the day you will change the things you hate about yourself and the time you realize you didn't change at all? Did you just forget to change? Did you try and decide it was too hard? .......
There are tons of reasons and excuses I could come up with. Why when I think to myself in those quiet thinking times, "I am going to start/stop doing "___". No matter what." do I never do it.
I want to make a resolution to myself to change this pattern....but will it stick. I have been thinking this alot lately. After I think about a change that needs to be made, it is closely followed by "Why is this time any different than all the other times?"
I would like to hope I have not lost hope in myself. I know I can be what I want to be. It's just a matter of doing it.
It has become such a pattern for me that the pattern itself has become the thing I want to change.
Now, the question is....Will this time be any different?
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That was inspirational! Love ya...you will make it work!
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